Monday, October 5, 2009

i realise...

my dad was hospitalise. a sudden issue early in the morning. i wasn't even home yet. i only went home after i know my dad was in the hospital. that day, i think that my sense has finally came back alive. i realise how much i need my parent, my family. felt the guilty-ness. this incident change my future anyway, i've just change my plan. i wouldn't allow my parents to leave me alone. (: luckily his fine now. initially, i;m suppose to work that night, but i push it away! smart me. HAHA.

we sister preparing before heading to NUH. as usual, i'm the fastest. therefore, camwhoring again. even though the worries were still there. i;m such a great actor. (: thank you!



i dislike the waiting system in the hospital. sisters reached about 1o, and my mum were already there at 7. we waited at the main lobby till 3pm then we got to see my dad. they told us about 12 we will be able to see him, yet, forget it. it's a Small issue anyway. i waited till i almost fall asleep. so shack. didn't sleep thru out the night before. i;m the one asking for it. no one to be blame. HAHA. please do not look at my shacked face! with the biggest eyebag ever!



only 2 person were allow to visit at a time. therefore, me and my pathetic sister have to sit beside the auntie till they are out. at last, we sneak in. HAHA!


no more pictures for the rest of the day, busy with family matters. (:
the pain in the heart when i get to know is un-describe-able.
i love my family!
a lesson learnt! (:

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